if only you knew the reason I did this
if only you care enough to read this
if only you didn't tell your friends about how whore I am when they kept saying about cheap girl
which I know, they meant for me.
if only you knew I lied when I said I didn't trust any guy even if it's my own family
if only you knew the reason I make you hate me so bad
if only you knew all about it, you might regret it later.
i keep the reason to myself and only myself so one day you won't feel a thing when I really walks away.